Work it out.

If i can keep my heart beating this fast every morning then my life will change.

Remind me to pack my camera for tomorrow. I plan on tinkering with the settings like Jessy does. I should also find the manual.\

 

I know it is wrong for me to feel this good from being angry, but i can't let anyone no how disgusted i am with that whole "him" Identity. If i can keep using anger as a motovation tool then things could work out. I used to feel this way when i was 15.

This is why i am completely afraid of loosing my memory. This is why i don't want to waste the years i have. Something must have happend to me where the thought of wasting my youth while i was young destroyed my previous life or something. I have to take pictures and record everything worth remembering. I have to find a decent film editing software that i can pick up and use.\


I keep on hearing noises in this building.